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Sunday, November 29, 2009 .

What's up with my parents nowdays man.

First, they actually forced me to go out to work and keep nagging just because i worked for 1 day and rested for around 4-5 days. Well the problem is I AM working, but not everyday, yet they are trying to MAKE me work EVERYDAY! Isit me or isit that they cant wait to get money from me?? -.-

Second, choosing between their OWN BLOODY FACE and their son, they chose their face. I mean WTH is this man? They said something which look sort of "COOL" in front of my relatives cause of some things I did which they thought is wrong (I NEVER EVEN DO ANYTHING WRONG AT ALL). When my relatives are gone, they then try to come back and find their son, which they had NOT FORGOTTEN. Well FACE'S MORE IMPORTANT isn't it?!

3rd, I followed their instructions without uttering a word, since they said that. Then when I wanted to carry it out, they told me to follow them. Reason: NO ONE WAS THERE EXCEPT FOR MY OWN FAMILY. Fuck it man.

Conclusion: Adults just care about their OWN face rather than their child's pride.

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Friday went out with nic, jz, sihao, yong hao and venie to bugis. Agreed to meet at 2 in the end 3pm and we're still at lot 1 -.- Common for us as.... we always "bomb" each other one. If we say we're walking to some place whr we meeting, it can mean we still havent bathe or still at home =x So beware of my words next time, cause you might get scammed =D

Ok anyway went to bugis walk around Illuma then meet Esmond before going for steamboat. Actually wanted to catch New Moon but the 1st movie is at 9.20pm.. And the tickets are expensive. SO... =.= never watch. And I still thought I can save money for that day.. In the end used up $20 for the steamboat (Just Kill Me). Around 9+ trained back to CCK before going to JunZhi house to play majong while venie went home. Actually say hao play money in the end never play with money at all.LOLS..

Stayed at his house till around 2+ in the morning then go 302 for supper before going home. Slept only at 5+ in the morning that day ~.~

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Saturday woke up at abt 1pm and stayed home the whole day, so nothing to blog about I guess. Except that as usual I slept damn late.

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Now going 2am already and I STILL CANT SLEEP. CAUSE NEEDA WAIT FOR SIS TO REACH HOME! WTF!!! I wanted to sleep early today actually. HATE HER ZZZ.

Tmr another day out.. Sian...




On the way to Bugis when on bus. The so called "trio-gay" gang trying to share 2 seats =.=




"Duo-gay" Yong Hao & Si Hao dont care about others and sat on the floor while on the train back from Bugis =.=



I guess post end here ba. Time to find things to do~~~

18th day and counting.

Thursday, November 26, 2009 .

OK! POST ABOUT YESTERDAY'S BBQ CUM CLASS CHALET!
Hell I really need sleep so I'll just anyhow post liao zzzzzzzz

Yesterday before going to the bbq went to Queensway with Dick. Just nice went to buy shoes together. I bought myself a Kappa de sneakers I think. Damn it's expensive >.> There goes part of my salary I guess.. Nvm about that.

So after that went home and meet Dick again at around 6+ before training down to PASIR RIS. I SWEAR I HATE LONG RIDES! One and a half hour ride, plus at peak hour. What else can I say?
Ok then met WaiFoo outside WWW(Wild Wild Wet) before going into Costa Sands chalet.
We were notified that the food were cooked before bringing there as bbq pit is too small.. Well understandable but bbq with bbqing anything sounds so... wrong? I dont know. Anyway managed to see some of the classmates, excluding those I've still been seeing after Os. Had mixed feelings. Don't know how should I say. Just that yes i saw some friends, but some never appeared. And I thought it was a class bbq. Teachers last minute cant make it ~.~ So only about half of the class present. Nvm about it. Since it's over
Decided to stay overnight after that, as quite afew staying only. Went to buy mac for supper before continuing to learn guitar. Well I can say I KNOW THE BASICS OF GUITAR. AND I WANNA CONTINUE LEARNING SO THAT SOMEDAY I CAN PLAY IT WELL FOR SOMEONE WHOM I MIGHT BE IN LOVE WITH AT THAT TIME. Ok that's pretty lame I know. Someone who LONGED to be love just have this kind of feelings.

Stayed awake till around 6 then sleep till 7 before waking up till 8 then sleep till 12 again. When I was awake, Dick and WaiFoo was gone and the rest went out, leaving Hakim in the room. Lols damn them they never wake me up for breakfast -.- But it's some sort of good as I'm pretty dead tired.

Left chalet at around 130 and took train together with Colin before continue ride to AMK myself to collect my contact lens. I must say, I look pretty nice without glasses! Ok DONT LAUGH. Sometimes guys can have some "Zi-Lian" feelings also de..

Managed to learn how to wear and take off in quite a fast time. But then I CANT TAKE THE CONTACT LENS HOME. Reason: The perimeter of the lens is too big for my cornea, so have to change it. Damn it another 10+ days. I'm looking forward to it man!!!

Ok la I end the post here liao freaking getting longer and longer.

3rd job on the way. Interview soon~~~~

I just sort of found a saying, and feel that it's really nice, so here it is.
"True love is when you loved someone who isn't loving you"

Well I have doubts about it. Seriously.
Pics below~~

Game ALERT! (You can see for yourself what are they playing =D)

Such a nice day... How I wish my room can have sunlight like this to shine in everyday..

Operation "Rape Johnathan Lum" commence!

First up we have Colin and Hakim...

Here comes RANDY!!

As he was getting F**ked like no tmr..

Joel Cheong joined in the game!!!


Cheong gets out of the fight.
Then...


FINALE! LAST SLAM BY DICK! ~.~
3.30 in the morning, we're up learning guitar~~

Yup... I was bored that time so... >.>

Gay relation between Colin and Randy =D

Lum was eating with a very pissed off mood as he just lost quite alot O.O

SUPPER!!!!!

Our dear randy. Look at the book he's reading =x



Ok. Some random pic when I was on my usher job. Cool man wear like that =x



Guess the post will be ending here...

Peopl say, chances are given to people only when they've chased after it. Yet, there are actually circumstances that we wont get our chances. Ye I know, my chance will never ever come. Yet every night, before I sleep, I'll just made a wish, wish that I'll have that chance. Funny isn't it? And maybe gay too.
15th day.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 .

Class bbq's tmr. Will decide whether want or not tmr MUAHAHAHA. Keeping people in suspense~ Anyway I guess the bbq will be the same with or w/o me =/

I'm going to have this hairstyle!!!!

http://www.hairstylesdesign.com/gallery/short_men_hairstyles_659.php

Ye. I guess my hair is still not long enough for this ~.~ well wish it will soon. Comments on it anyone???

It seems like my blog is so deserted. No one visit de sia >.>

Talke about typing to let a wall see~~~

K lazy to blog. Off to my shows!!

13th day

Monday, November 23, 2009 .

Gym today alone. Hmm did quite alot there i guess.. Don't know man.

I WANNA WORKK!!! I NEED $$!!!!

I'm currently in a very unstable state. Today woke up late and nvr went to work cause cant make it on time. -.- in the end pple cover me sians~~ there goes my salary today!!!

12th day

Sunday, November 22, 2009 .

11th day

Saturday, November 21, 2009 .

Today worked as usher again. Well getting used to the job.

Tmr night will be waiter~ Ok still nervous with that job. I scared I cant cut fish ~.~ ASS. Then monday usher again.Hmm busy~~~

K I dont want continue anymore needa bathe and FUCK my pimple burst i think? FUCK IT I NEED MORE FUCKING LOSER'S SLEEP! FUCK^100000000000

10th day

Friday, November 20, 2009 .

Ok la i very lazy to blog -.-

9th day